Wez has now reached the 7th level of hell - as far as life goes - writing wise - i have every intention of burying myself in the fics tonight - no internet at all until i get something written, and before i turn to doing my assignments tomorrow and sunday - because - in all honesty i do not want to think about anything else.
Living arrangements suck. Especially when everyone else is fine and sorted - and just seem to forget that you should be bothered about it. I really don't like being left high and dry - really don't. Even through James SO nicely said that i can always stay here, in the student village, with another tonne of strangers, for another year. Felt just ever so slightly homicidal then. Plus the fact he keeps going on about not having decided what he's doing next year - renting with me, or with lisa A - yet they meeting tomorrow to discuss it and budgets - yeah sure he hasn't decided. *fumes*
Grrr. Will have tapes tomo - finally - the only day i can actually go pick them up - also shopping - said no to james coming - much rather be on my own now, it was bad enough just now. I can not tell him what's bothering me - cos it would be pressurizing him - and that would be wrong. Therefore - i remain silent.
Badly need a punchbag....
Living arrangements suck. Especially when everyone else is fine and sorted - and just seem to forget that you should be bothered about it. I really don't like being left high and dry - really don't. Even through James SO nicely said that i can always stay here, in the student village, with another tonne of strangers, for another year. Felt just ever so slightly homicidal then. Plus the fact he keeps going on about not having decided what he's doing next year - renting with me, or with lisa A - yet they meeting tomorrow to discuss it and budgets - yeah sure he hasn't decided. *fumes*
Grrr. Will have tapes tomo - finally - the only day i can actually go pick them up - also shopping - said no to james coming - much rather be on my own now, it was bad enough just now. I can not tell him what's bothering me - cos it would be pressurizing him - and that would be wrong. Therefore - i remain silent.
Badly need a punchbag....