Dissertation

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I seriously fail ass, I should have more done of it by now *bangs head against desk* - I have to get the first draft done by monday. Otherwise me=screwed. *sighs* Yes I so think I am going to fail, I have really not done well this year, yes I passed the first half, but I passed via essays that could have been much much better (worse still, one of my lecturers, who, with this being a new uni for my masters, has only been teaching me for six months, called me on this and said he knows I could do better - this would be based on me in the seminars, as he was the one who made us read and present our section of the work to the others as the teaching method, I'm guessing, which considering he's one of those people that is known for being a hard ass and doesn't give praise freely, if at all, is freaking scary - but being at uni this time, for me on a personal level has been hell. I left Bournemouth with some really good close friends, Cardiff? I doubt I'll hear from any of them again after this. I will be so insanely happy to be home (seriously, I cried on the phone to my mother, I don't cry in public often) I just *ARGH* Yeah, it's worse as well, with this all being done using the parentals money, if I fail I will hate myself so much. I just. *sighs*

On the slightly upside, the paternal one has seen what has been done so far and said it looks better than the Bournemouth one (*eye twitch*) which is a good sign. I hope. *crosses everything*

Plus you know, it's actually being proof read this time. Yes you read that right, by BSc dissertation wasn't fully proof read. I suck at these things.

BUT progress is being made.

And for some insane reason, I still want to write the two papers I keep considering, I am just going to have to do it all off my own back and then figure out how to go about getting them in a journal. (I will have to get access to the British Library *nods*)

And that is all for now, until the dissertation has been handed in and I have run away ;)