*slams head into desk*

Damnit - this is not looking like a good year for me, if what spoilers (and a lot of connecting the dots between eps and cast listings) is telling me turns out to be true. I really do worry about those writers sometimes. *sighs* fingers crossed it doesn't turn out as bad as it seems.
Also, the mei-mei has put forward her wedding. as i have little to no chance to get the time off work, or of having the money to get to her, it looks like she may never speak to me again. ever. *sighs* they're now due to get married on the 4th of november - and i have yet to even speak to her man, so i have absolutely no idea how to feel about this. How do give someone your blessing if you don't even know for sure that they're doing the right thing? or if you like the guy? I honestly wish i could be there for her - but i don't know if i can be. *grrrrr*

On a positive front (the only positive *sighs*) i have finished a prologue and it has been edited to complete, so i have done something with my time. *sighs* oh well.

Apparently

being frustrated is actually good for something - have got a page of TTTB done, and am actually starting to get really into it again, something that's been difficult recently, so fingers crossed there will be some more progress on that front.
However, monday is the first full day of uni (that i know of) so my time is going to be somewhat more limited again. Friday is enrollment (an hour of fun, but at least this year we al know each other) and saturday is work, and Robin hood!!
Also, as i have no idea what hours i have next week - i may be working sunday. I doubt it. but we'll see.
Anyhoo - that's it - i'll go back to writing and dreading the arrival of the next threatening/depressing email. :S.